Hey, so I'm sorry I've been so absent on here. I know I've been posting like this already. But this year I feel like I've left all my online friends behind. And, I'm sorry. I've had so much going on that my head has been spinning all year. I'm going to be very candid about all of this because I feel like no ones left to really care anymore, and that's my fault too. So, my sister sisters has had a lot of health problems, cancer being the prominent issue. Then at the beginning of the pandemic, she got really really sick again, but because it wasnt covid, no one cared. So it got to the point where she grew comatose in her home and her husband fo